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hits since 22nd November 2006

Monday, October 16, 2006

7:36 PM

damn im so really starting to hate my what's she called o right my math tutor like so damn bloody much i mean seriously please just stop changing the timings and just stick to that bloody one i mean what the fuck i must get up and get all ready just for you and what you'll just message eh sorry i just woke up and what the fuck that happens like EVERY WEEK and for your info this is just getting so old and it is just so irritating the hell out of me already.so would you just stop it dammit i'm so sick of such already.anyway life between the both of us is i dont know i bet to him he finds everything perfectly fine and what so ever but to me i think we both got off on a really wrong start.honestly now im just starting to wonder was that my most regretted mistake which i have done this year now i'm even questioning my dumbness on why did i even get together with him in the first place.how dumb of me to even think that feelings will eventually grow on me yet i was wrong we are just so different yes no doubt we did have a few laughs and all but that is it.end of story.furthermore to make things worst he just makes me feel how do i say uncomfortable as too open minded guys have just never been my thing and he's just so much to the extent that he makes me feel uncomfortable and to my friends i am already their idea of super open minded so i guess you can imagine.ahhhh should i just end it here or should i just give this yet another go.no doubt he can be sweet but that is just on some occasions.he says he loves me but i dont think it is enough he wants me to change just for him but i wont want to change anything about myself why dont he just changes for me.ahhhh i think i should tell him that we are just so not meant for each other seriously even my other guy friends treat and show me much more attention then he does.gosh im starting to think that he's so much worst than just a fling owells i guess all guys just happen to be like that

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;